Never Forgotten by Jan M. Bennetts

Jan M. Bennetts

Before I walked into the conference room to meet Tiffany[i] for the first time, I took a deep breath. Neither of us knew it at the time, but this would be the first of many meetings and telephone calls I would have with Tiffany spanning nearly 30 years. Her 20-year-old son, Travis, had been brutally murdered in a particularly tortuous and cruel way at the hands of three men. Those men ignored Travis’ desperate pleas for his life as they methodically swung him by his hands and feet, back and forth three times to gain momentum, before they hurled him off a cliff to his death. His murder came after they had beaten Travis, kidnapped him, stuffed him into the trunk of his own car and drove until they found the location they knew would kill him, the Mores Creek High Bridge at Lucky Peak.

This was my first murder case and before I met with Travis’ family, I thought: What could I possibly say to Tiffany, Travis’ brother, Dustin, and his other family members? Fortunately, I had Susan Ledford at my side. Susan was the victim-witness coordinator assigned to the case. She would be the family’s guide throughout the case, ensuring they were afforded their constitutional and statutory rights. More than that, Susan was, and has been, their lifeline for what was yet to come.

A Brief History of Idaho’s Victims’ Rights

At the time of Travis’ murder in November 1995, Idaho’s victims’ rights had been part of Idaho’s Constitution[ii] for a little over a year, following the national victims’ rights movement in the 1970’s.[iii] Thirteen years earlier, in 1982, the Idaho Legislature created the Idaho Council on Domestic Violence and Victim Assistance (“ICDVVA”),[iv] explaining at the time that “[t]he council shall be the advisory body for programs and services affecting victims of domestic violence and other crimes in Idaho.”[v] In its policy statement, the legislature declared:

…that domestic violence is an issue of growing concern. Research findings show that domestic violence constitutes a significant percentage of homicides, aggravated assaults, and assaults and batteries in the United States. Domestic violence is a disruptive influence on personal and community life and is often interrelated with a number of other family problems and stresses. Refuge for victims of domestic violence is essential to provide protection to victims from further abuse and physical harm. Refuge provides temporary safety and resources to victims who may not have access to such things if they remain in abusive situations.[vi]

In 1985, the Idaho Legislature codified both the right of victims to compensation for economic losses resulting from a defendant’s crime[vii] and several enumerated victims’ rights during investigation, prosecution and disposition of the crime.[viii]  On February 1, 1985, the Executive Director of the ICDVAA at that time, Dawn S. Statham, testified before the Senate Judiciary and Rules Committee in support of enacting a victims’ rights statute.[ix] Ms. Statham provided information from President Ronald Reagan’s taskforce on victims of crime to provide the committee members information about what victims experience as they navigate the criminal justice system.[x] Statham states “We must know what it is to have our lives wrenched and broken, to realize that we will never really be the same.”[xi]

In October 1985, then Ada County Prosecuting Attorney, Greg H. Bower, hired a victim-witness coordinator to provide services and resources to victims of crime. This position was the first of its kind in Idaho.[xii] Today, my office employs ten victim-witness coordinators. This includes one coordinator who is the dog handler for our certified assistance dog, Yuko.[xiii] Yuko provides comfort to vulnerable crime victims both in and out of the courtroom.

In 1994, the Idaho Legislature began the process of amending Idaho’s Constitution to include victims’ rights with the introduction of House Joint Resolution 16.[xiv] In its statement of purpose, the legislature stated:

[t]hroughout American history, our fundamental rights have been recognized and guaranteed in the Constitution. Yet currently, criminal defendants have 15 specific constitutional rights and victims have none. Idaho citizens want and deserve the opportunity to vote on the amendment which provides 10 specific rights guaranteeing victims access and participation in the criminal justice system. Approval of this resolution will be the first step to balance the scales of justice.[xv]

House Joint Resolution 16 was adopted by the House on February 21, 1994, and by the Senate on March 9, 1994.[xvi] On November 8, 1994, Idaho voters passed the crime victims’ rights constitutional amendment with 79.3% approval.[xvii] Between 1982 and 1993, fourteen states had passed a victims’ rights constitutional amendment.[xviii] In 1994, Idaho was one of six states to include victims’ rights in their constitutions.[xix] Fourteen states still do not have victims’ rights in their constitutions.[xx]

Victims’ rights give victims a voice in the criminal justice system. Although victims cannot override the decisions made, victims are entitled to notice and the opportunity to be heard throughout the process. Crime victims have the right to “…prior notification of trial court, appellate, probation and parole proceedings and, upon request, to information about the sentence, incarceration, placing on probation or release of the defendant.”[xxi] Victims have the right to be “[h]eard upon request, at all criminal justice proceedings considering a plea of guilty, sentencing, incarceration, placing on probation or release of the defendant unless manifest injustice would result.”[xxii]

Victims are also entitled to be “[c]onsulted by the presentence investigator during the preparation of the presentence report and have included in that report a statement of the impact which the defendant’s criminal conduct had upon the victim….”[xxiii] In addition, victims are entitled to reimbursement for their economic loss and prosecutors seek restitution on behalf of crime victims.[xxiv] If a court determines restitution is appropriate, “…it shall order a defendant found guilty of any crime which results in an economic loss to the victim to make restitution to the victim.”[xxv]

The enumerated victims’ rights “…shall apply equally to the immediate families of homicide victims or immediate families of victims of such youthful age or incapacity as precludes them from exercising these rights personally.”[xxvi] In an historic case in 1998, the Idaho Supreme Court issued an alternative writ of mandate, requiring a district judge to refrain from excluding a murder victim’s brother from any phase of the jury trial.[xxvii]

The Process and Its Impact on Victims

Approximately one year after Travis’ murder, the first co-defendant was tried and convicted of first-degree murder. The other two co-defendants pled guilty. Tiffany was, and still is, entitled to exercise her rights as a victim because she is an immediate family member of a murder victim.[xxviii] She exercised her rights as a victim at every stage of this case. She had the right “[t]o be present at all criminal justice proceedings”[xxix] and she exercised that right by attending pretrial hearings, the jury trial, and the sentencing hearings. Tiffany delivered victim impact statements at each of the defendants’ sentencing hearings pursuant to her right as a victim.[xxx]

Travis, age 16.
Travis, age 16. Photos provided by Tiffany

Tiffany has expressed throughout this case that one or more of the defendants could have saved Travis’ life at multiple decision points throughout the hours’ long night of his murder. The defendant who was holding Travis by his hands as they were swinging him over the cliff literally held Travis’ life in his hands and he still made the choice to end Travis’ life rather than save his life. The image haunts Tiffany to this day.

Murder leaves a path of destruction in its wake for the families and friends of the victims. Tiffany’s experience is no exception. The impact of Travis’ murder on her life was devastating. The trajectory of her life was forever changed in the matter of seconds it took Travis to fall to his death. Tiffany’s experience and pain did not end after the defendants were sentenced. In the intervening years, she has grieved the loss of a loving son, kind soul, and talented musician. But she has also mourned what would never be for Travis – a career, a wedding, children, grandchildren, and the full life Travis most certainly had ahead of him.

In the years since I first met Tiffany, I have spent countless hours ushering untold numbers of crime victims through the criminal justice system. Not only have those victims lost loved ones to murder or manslaughter, but they are victims of domestic violence, sexual assault, child abuse, robbery, aggravated driving under the influence and more. Although their journeys may be different, there are striking similarities in the impact crime has had on their lives. For victims who have suffered physical harm, some never fully recover and even if they heal physically, the mental scars remain.

The Myth of “Closure”

There is a common belief that a particular outcome in a criminal case or the passage of time will provide a measure of “closure” for a victim or the victim’s family. There is rarely, if ever, anything resembling closure. In part, because in cases like Travis’, there are appellate and post-conviction proceedings that re-open painful, haunting memories. Tiffany has had to relive the nightmare of Travis’ murder repeatedly during the trial and post-trial process. Susan and I have had to contact her several times in recent years as she prepared to attend and speak at multiple parole hearings. Each hearing was more painful for her than the one before.

"What I have overwhelmingly and consistently observed is that victims are courageous."

My interactions with victims, and with those who provide services to victims, have given me a depth of understanding the young prosecutor in me could never have anticipated when I met Tiffany in 1995. What I have overwhelmingly and consistently observed is that victims are courageous. Their courage shines, whether it is observing Tiffany’s courage throughout her journey, or the child abuse victim who takes the witness stand and describes to a jury what no child should know, let alone be required to share in a courtroom. It is important, however, not to confuse courage with closure.

I vividly remember a case I handled involving a child abuse victim who had been sexually abused when she was five years old. She had written a victim impact letter to the judge for sentencing. In her letter, she expressed to the judge that she “wanted to be the lawyer like Jan.” She contacted me approximately 15 years later because she wanted me to know how she was doing. To say I was moved is an understatement. When I saw her all those years later, I saw the incredible young woman she had become. However, I also saw the five-year-old little girl with beautiful blonde hair who was so brave throughout the criminal case. All those years later, there was no closure, but the courage I saw reflected in her eyes is not something I could even begin to describe.

As I contemplated writing about Travis’ case, I knew I could never do so without Tiffany’s permission. I struggled with whether I would do more harm by dredging up painful memories, which is the very last thing I would ever want to do. That said, I also know beyond a shadow of a doubt that Travis is in Tiffany’s heart every single day. He is in her heart and in her thoughts, not only who he was, but how he died. After consulting Susan and much thoughtful deliberation, I was confident Tiffany would want Travis’ story to be told. This time I took two deep breaths before I made the call. I was so relieved to discover I had correctly predicted her response. She expressed such gratitude that I would write about Travis because it meant I had not forgotten him. “No mother wants her son forgotten,” she said. Keeping Travis’ memory alive is extremely meaningful to her. Knowing others would read about Travis and her journey brought her some comfort. She expressed how difficult it is to learn how to live with the details of his murder and without him.

Travis, age 17
Conclusion

Tiffany’s courage shines brightly – in her voice, in her creative writing and in how she pays tribute to Travis. Navigating the parole hearing process with Tiffany, I had the same question I had before I walked through the door in 1995 to meet her for the first time. What could Susan and I possibly say to Tiffany, even after decades, that could ease the heartache? Now, I have my answer – never forget Travis, which was never an option for me.

To know how important it is to Tiffany that he is not forgotten puts my memories into a different perspective. I can still see Travis’ crumpled, lifeless body on the rocks at the bottom of the 140’ cliff. I cannot even begin to imagine how terrified Travis must have been as he was falling to his death in the dark of night. I know Tiffany has cried a river of tears imagining what Travis endured in his final moments. My memories of Travis will include Tiffany’s descriptions of the kind-hearted person he was and the photos she shared of him living his life.

For all of us who do this work, we observe victims enduring the aftermath of crime with courage and grace. We strive to help victims keep going, through the trauma and toward healing. Meanwhile, it is the victims who motivate, inspire, and give us the strength to persevere. And, in keeping with the lesson learned from Tiffany, we will never forget the victims who walk in and out of our lives – some briefly, some for decades. And, yes, if you are wondering, I still have the letter from a five-year-old little girl whose courage will also stay with me forever.

Jan M. Bennetts

Jan M. Bennetts has served as the Ada County Prosecutor since 2014. She began her career clerking for the Honorable Thomas G. Nelson, Ninth Circuit Court of Appeals, before joining the Prosecutor’s Office in 1994, where she has passionately and professionally advocated on behalf of victims and the community she serves ever since.

 

[i] Tiffany and Dustin have given me permission to use their names and to share Travis’ story. Susan Ledford, mentioned later in this article, has also given me permission to use her name.

[ii] Idaho Const. art. I, § 22.

[iii] Crime Victims’ Rights in America: Historical Overview, Nat’l Victim Ctr., Jan. 1, 1994.

[iv] Idaho Code § 39-5203.

[v] Id.

[vi] Idaho Code § 39-5201.

[vii] Idaho Code § 19-5304.

[viii] Idaho Code § 19-5306.

[ix] Testimony Presented to Senate Judiciary and Rules Committee, 48th Leg., 1st Reg. Sess. (Idaho 1985) (Statement of Dawn S. Statham, Executive Director for the Idaho Council on Domestic Violence).

[x] Id.

[xi] Id.

[xii] Roger Bourne, It’s time to honor a champion of victims’ rights, Idaho Statesmen, Apr. 29, 2009, at A13.

[xiii] Yuko is certified by the Canine Companions for Independence, a member of Assistance Dogs International.

[xiv] H.R.J. Res. 16, 52nd Leg., 2d Reg. Sess. (Idaho 1994).

[xv] Id. at Statement of Purpose.

[xvi] H.R.J. Res. 16.

[xvii] Idaho General Election Results, Idaho Sec’y of State (Nov. 8, 1994), https://archive.sos.idaho.gov/ELECT/results/1994/general/RSLTGN94.HTM.

[xviii] See State Victim Rights Amendments, Nat’l Victims’ Const. Amend. Passage, nvcap.org/states/stvras.html.

[xix] History of Victims’ Rights in America, Md. Crime Victims’ Res. Ctr. (2024), https://www.mdcrimevictims.org/legislative-efforts/history-victims-rights/. The other five states were Alabama, Alaska, Maryland, Ohio and Utah.

[xx] Nat’l Victims’ Const. Amend. Passage, supra note xviii.

[xxi] Idaho Code § 19-5306(1)(d); see also Idaho Const. art. I § 22(3).

[xxii] Idaho Code § 19-5306(1)(e); see also Idaho Const. art. I § 22(6).

[xxiii] Idaho Code § 19-5306(1)(h).

[xxiv] In 2023, with the assistance of the clerk’s office, our office collected and distributed over $2.2 million to crime victims.

[xxv] Idaho Code § 19-5304(2).

[xxvi] Idaho Code § 19-5306(3).

[xxvii] Varie v. Bail, No. 24929 (Idaho Aug. 28, 1998).

[xxviii] Idaho Code § 19-5306(3).

[xxix] Idaho Const. art. I, § 22(4); see also Idaho Code § 19-5306(1)(b).

[xxx] Idaho Code § 19-5306(1)(h).